||[Oct. 14th, 2005|11:54 am]
dude i dont know what im gonna do. my daddy went into seurgy ( i dont fucking care if i spelled that worng) and im sooo worried about him. he might have to stay the night or worse yet the weekend. or even the week. things for me have gone down hill so much over the past 2 days. plans for future family meeting, christmas, my birthday, daddys birthday, everything for my family is just different now. some news has come to surface and i just dont know what im gonna do. after this fights between friends, maddie and valerie, me and joe, just dosent matter anymore. in fact for me the more friends that i have right at the moment the better, because in the days to come i just might need their friendship. more then just a sholder to cry on. im soo worried about my dad. i cant write anymore....